is this a battle? should i fight myself?
These past months were hard, for everyone, including me. No wonder they celebrate things like this gratefully, because it is hard. It is indeed hard, at least for me. It feels like time’s rushing you, that you have to be done as soon as you can. When the reality? It is hard, it’s hard to even start. Is this a battle? But whom the one i fought? Is this a battle? For me to my own self? Is this a battle? But how can i win when i don’t know how to fight? If this a battle i’m afraid i’ll lose. And the scariest thing is i’m afraid that i’ll lose to this world, and to my own self.